Monday, January 13, 2014

Brotherly Love

Last night I read through all of my previous blog posts and relived our foster and adoption journey, it’s hard to believe that my last post was over a year ago and we had just announced that we were pregnant. Griffin was born in June and we have just been enjoying this phase of life.

 
Just as we have all adjusted and become comfortable in this new phase we received a phone call last week that has shaken everything up. CPS called and asked if we would be interested in taking Lanae and Reese’s biological brother. We have known about him from the beginning, he was born the month before they came to us. He is now two and a half and in CPS custody. I of course was shocked by the phone call and immediately started thinking there is no way we can take in a two year old right now. I called Eric at work and he said the exact same thing, I asked him to pray about it and we could talk more when he got home. I texted two of my girlfriends, called my mom and still had no idea what to do.  I just started to pray, as I prayed the tears started to flow. Eric called back and said, we have to, and all I could say was, I  know. What it really came down to was that all of the reasons we had to say no were about us. If we said no, would we be able to tell Lanae and Reese one day that we turned their little brother away because it was going to be too hard.  No way!

It is very early in the case and we have no idea how it will turn out. We are no longer licensed to foster, we will be taking him in as a kinship placement because he is joining biological siblings. There is a court hearing on Tuesday and we will know more then. We found out today that he is in a shelter so we are all anxious to get him out of there and home with us as soon as possible. I really can’t believe that we are going through this crazy process again, we are following God’s lead and trusting in Him.